Tomorrow I embark on a new adventure. I should be excited but, I’m not.
What’s the problem? Atychiphobia, fear of failure!! I bought a boot camp package on Living Social. Tomorrow will be my first session. Perhaps fear of the unknown is a part of it. I believe my brain is my biggest roadblock.
I know FOR A FACT, that once I conquer it, I will be excited. I just need to know that I CAN do it. For example, I’ve always said that I can’t run. And now I jog. I told C that I COULDN’T hike up the steep, unstable and rocky hill. With his support and cheer leading, I conquered it!! I am my own worst enemy!!
Wish me luck…
Who likes failure? In most cases, we do all we can to avoid failure!
Recently, I’ve been given a new assignment at work!! An assignment that I have NO PROBLEM taking on, it just takes preparation and organization. Hmmm..lets see, I have until Tuesday! I have already been doing things at home to get ready. I have asked for some things that I NEED to get ready. It has been with held. I was told to come in on Saturday and get it. Long, holiday weekend? Ummm, no!!
Here’s my thing! If you have what I need, why not give it to me? It’s real simple! But do not expect me to give 110% but not give me a good crack at it!
I do everything that is asked of me and MORE. A class list is a simple request! I need that to do a seating chart, get folders ready, line order, name tags for the desk, etc. It may seem like something petty, but it is driving me bananas.
Trust, I need to have a sit down tomorrow! Good thing I will have calmed down by then!