over the weekend, i was in a situation where i was rejected!!
this took me to a place that i never wanted to revisit. being with jabari…i was rejected in so many ways and i never wanted to feel that again. on several occasions with him, i was rejected sexually. i know, now, its because i was being cheated on. either way, it is not a good feeling. i KNOW that my sex game is up to par and for me to be turned down is a big blow to my self esteem!
after my emotional breakdown, the explanation was offered and it all made sense! no harm no foul, but my immediate instinct was all bad!