he’s just not that into you…

I have been through alot the last month or so. Having to deal with a break up, outta the blue, has taken its toll on me. It’s been an emotional roller coaster!

Now, I have to deal with the decisions that have been made. If he loves me as much as he says he does, we would be together. He wouldn’t be so “unhappy” in his current situation. At first, I thought I lost him forever. Then I gained some hope. After the recent course of events, I’m beginning to believe that it just WASN’T meant for us to be like we thought and like he told me.

I wish I had answers, I wish it all made sense, I wish I could just wake up from this nightmare, I wish…


About slaintelbc

not your average white chick...

Posted on August 12, 2009, in him, moving on. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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