handy dandy notebook #4

Originally written today while my students were resting…

putting out feelers…

Over a year ago, I was new to an established circle of friends. Each of the three were different and brought different things to the table. I grew close to them. I had a falling out with 2 of the 3 and just merely lost touch with the 3rd because I didn’t know where I fit in and how she felt about my differences with the 1 & 2.

Within the last few months, number 2 and i have had a superficial FB relationship. Not bad, just random messages here and there. Number 3 contacted me this week and wants to meet for dinner. We texted back and forth for a bit to catch up before dinner was even brought up. I accepted the invitation. I am excited and a bit apprehensive at the same time. I am hoping that number 3 is sincere and wants to catch up. In the back of my mind, I keep thinking that number 3 was sent to get info on my current life and goings on. Number 1 is sneaky and I want nothing to do with her. Also, I see that number 3 had been interacting with my ex. That strikes me as odd because they never interacted before and he expressed major disgust for all 3 and has warned me to be careful with them. (That was before, when we were together…NOT recently!)

So, I’ll go…hope for the best and see what happens. If I still am wierded out, nothing more will come out of it. We shall see…


About slaintelbc

not your average white chick...

Posted on March 26, 2009, in notebook, venting. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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